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Letters to my Hobbit – 6

Sam,

It’s been a little more than two weeks since you left on your new adventure without me. Some people are able to count down their lives ones missions but I am only able to count up how many days you’ve been gone.

I have Erin and Josh this weekend. It will probably be a very difficult mothers day because usually you were the one to buy me flowers and make sure the kids made me breakfast…

I kept thinking about what I would tell you when I got home today at work, which is only ironic because today the memory came to me, clear as a bell of you kissing me. I almost felt it, it was that strong. Was it you? I am going to assume it was. It was really nice to have such a clear thought. My brain has been jell-o and Swiss cheese, but I think I’m starting to get a bit clearer. I write lists and lists. I plan. I have even started brainstorming that fantasy story about Selig. How did we come up with that name? I don’t remember, but you named your new computer after it.

Thank you for that kiss today. It helped me get through the rest of the day.

Love you lots.

Noelle

About Noelle Campbell

This blog is about my life and how I see things. I write, I think, I dream, I do. I used to write a lot of fantasy until I realized I was living one. I was married to a deaf-blind Hobbit in a realm we created together. He passed away in 2014, but our life was interesting enough I think you might like it too.